| so it smells like fried bug guts and im eating cereal unconventionally and its almost 5:30 and i have a new xanga.
im trying to be more open in it, and im trying to update it frequently. So far so good.
If you can find it, you can read it.
<3 :) <3SARA!
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|  12 days!? till i get on the plane for my new york adventure. i'm (slightly, very) unprepared. st louis life should fully resume by august 10th. ill miss you guys!  |
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| sometimes i dont want any friends at all, because i feel like they're just gunna let me down. and i know that even though they're there for me now, if i sabotaged it like i always seem to do and intentionally withdraw, instead of thinking that i need help and as their friend, i need them more then ever... they'll just think we're both changing and won't understand how i'm thinking so they'll just think its time for them to move on. and i dont let people i dont know get close to me anymore. tates the only exception.
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| confront VS. ...dont confront.
the latter is much more attractive. both would render negative consequences, but whch one could the nost
i suck at making God happy. today i stole a cookie from a pregnant woman. and then i felt bad, so i stole some of her teddygrams, too, to console myself of my thievery.
im spending too much time with people who aren't going to be permanent parts of my life and too little time with people i really care about.
rivafront showcase tomorrowwww!
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| Well hey! are you going to stop judging me or what? incorrectly, might i add? i am nothing like my friends, and not much like who you seem to think i am, either. so PLEASE STOP T oh, and p.s. SCREW YOU, PERSONAL AUTOMOBILES, killing our ozone layer. i'm getting a bus pass. and riding my bike. and i sleep on my roof now, almost exclusively. the slant of the roof gives me a feeling of instability and numbs my ribs when i lay face down, and the trains keep me up, and there's dew on my head when i wake, and i almost fall to my death when i groggily climb down. but the stars and trees and city lights and sunrises keep me coming back. and i got an internship in new york city. |
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